I had a dream
You were in it. You met everyone from family to friends. It was weird and you were so in love with me. Huhhwhatdahailisgoingon.
"Boys are like purses. You’re always gonna have that one boy that you’re always comfortable with and you know you’ll always kind of like. That’s your purse that you wear everywhere. Then you have that gorgeous bag that you want everyone to see you with but the gorgeous bag is usually an asshole or costs a lot of money. Then you have those other purses that you really like but you really don’t want to be seen with"
I can’t stop thinking!
I wish I didn’t feel like I was losing you. I wish you were still my best friend. I know you don’t have time but I wish you made time for me. I imagine that when I leave, you’ll chase me and you’ll find me and we will be happy again and back to laughing and doing things together. I wish we were back to us. But I know that’ll never come true. You’re living you’re life. And I’m here waiting for your life to some how cross paths with mines again. I don’t know what is in store for our future. But I hope that it’s us, together.
"Stuck between wanting rough sex and sweet sensual cuddles."
Think I’ll start blogging more to keep myself sane
Life is crazy. Idk where I’m going or what I’m going to be, but I’m going for it at faster than expected. 30 more days until the big move. I have 30 days to change my mind. 30 days to stay or leave. It’s actually a huge decision because I really just dk what I’m doing. I’m stressed. But who isn’t. The last thing I needed was drama on top of drama. Idk. & is there a reason why NOBODY is texting me back?! Like I swear I texted 4 people yesterday and they never got back to me.
Nothing is allowed to happen. We both know that